Saturday, April 01, 2006
ramblings
As I am writing this, I don’t even know if it will be published. The internet connection has been super super slow these past few days (probably my own fault), and everytime I click “publish post” it directs me to an error msg. sigh.
Its been such a long time since I have written anything mildly amusing, or even coherent that I just can’t seem to pluck the words out of the swarm of thoughts whizzing in my head.
I’m in the twilight zone - the area where you have had not enough sleep, but too much green tea. Where you know you have to put your foot down on the academic accelerator, but you just can’t muster enough horsepower to. Where my head feels heavy, but the incoherent bits and bobs of random thoughts keep my eyelids ajar. Where the boy is far far away, too far to pull me to bed and lull me to sleep.
But for you I will try.
“Assumption is the mother of all fuck-ups.”
I am guilty of this, and I think most of you are as well. (I assume you assume.. haha.) I have tried to be accommodating, patient and friendly. But sometimes, I have no choice but to assume you are that way because you choose to show that side of yourself to me. I am most probably wrong, but then, so are your assumptions about me.
“V” is for Vendetta
It’s poignant and sad, how history is doomed to repeat itself. References to significant historical events echo throughout the film, and the message is a simple one. That if ordinary humans unite, they can create a revolution. Personally, that is more optimistic than what history has shown itself to be.
Enough. Enough of this lame shit excuse of myself I have become. Here I am, wallowing in self-pity when so many people think that I have potential. I want to be so much… but yet…
No. I can be, and I WILL be. Self assurance, that is the first step.
insatiable at 8:07 AM
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