Saturday, April 29, 2006
my very first tag post
seven random facts about me1) i just finished one whole orange subconsciously.
2) i went to dunman high.
3) i love short skirts =)
4) i am horribly honest. too honest for my own good
5) regardless of what the boy says, i can never have too many bags *evil laughter*
6) i can manage my money quite well.. in Notts. haha
7) i love soups - the warm, homely, satisfying liquid in my tummy is bliss..
Jon's seven random facts about vic (i was too lazy to think about seven random facts about myself, but i did it! see above! hee)
1) you're a good conversationist. (if ever, there's such a term)
2) you're from vjc
3) you've got a good head on your shoulders
4) you've got a supp credit card
5) you've got a boyfriend (sigh)
6) you're shorter than me
7) you read law in the university
-aw.. i wish-
seven celebrity crushes
1) ok, this is incredibly embarrasing, but my first celeb crush was Chen Hanwei. I was 7 or sth, gimme a break! I remember he was wearing a leather jacket, had long hippy (but smooth) hair, and was riding a motorbike. *cringe*
2-6) when i was 11, i decided that celebrities were just people. While i can admire them for their talent and looks, they are ultimately mere mortals. nothing to go screaming at Changi Airport at 3am for
7) that said, i thought beckham was REALLY cute. When he had the blond floppy hair =)
seven qualities i want in a potential boyfriend/girlfriend
1) reliability (too many 1 mth flings)
2) honesty
3) sense of humor
4) proximity (LDRs dont work for me)
5) chemistry (duh)
6) at least average looking (so i'm shallow. sue me)
7) wow, i have so many wants?
seven things that scare me
1) myself, sometimes.
2) drowning
3) my doubts
only 3? im a brave girl! =)
seven things i plan to do before i die
1) bungee jump
2) be somebody
3) have children
4) go on a road trip. without my parents. hur hur
what can i say? i'm a simple girl. heh heh
seven things i say the most
1) you arnt the brightest bulb in the chandelier, are you?
2) so sue me
3) oh my gawd! (yes, in the nasally american way)
4) oh shit.
5) boo
6) haha (on msn)
7) hey
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so yeah, I'm not going to tag anyone cuz im not really into this tag business. i only did it cuz im bored/jon tagged me. =)
exams are just round the corner, and i'll love to whine and whine, but i've used up all my whine credits on the boy. i'm all whined out. haha..
i'll blog soon.. now its just back to the books.
here's a quick photo of us in athens: from left: qing, keat, me and mark
more on greece next time!
ta~
insatiable at 11:19 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
"it is a loveless relationship, but I have to find the right time to break up with her"What? What is the right time? There is only the moment where you make up your mind, put your foot down, take a deep breath and take the plunge. The mythical "right time" is just that. A dream, where you don't have to make difficult choices, where life is a box of Godiva chocolates, where I am 170cm and have C cup boobs.
It will hurt the same whether you procrastinate or not. In fact, it will hurt even more when you lure her into a false sense of security and then drop the bombshell.
It is the prime of your life! Every second you waste is every second you regret when you are 80, toothless and peeing out of a tube. Come on, be a man! Do the right thing (hur hur).
The boy understands (I hope) my rationale. If the relationship has hit a dead end, and there is no foreseeable way of getting out of the rut, then it is better to part amicably. I don't want to waste time tangled up in that same web of insecurity, deception, manipulation and ultimately, depression that stems from "wanting to prove that I can make a relationship work". My youth (the Singapore Youth Council classifies youths as below 30!!) is too precious, and so is yours.
Please.
insatiable at 10:00 AM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
english weather
Spring seems to be upon us, what with the nice sunshine and white fluffy clouds floating in the clear blue sky. But that, my friend, is deceptive. See, I am in England - the land where there may be all four seasons in one day!I woke up this morning to a megawatt ray of sunlight piercing my poor, terrified, confused, sunflower curtains. After potting around the house a little, and doing some vacuuming, it started raining. Ok, nothing new there, it IS after all, spring.
Rain turned to HAIL. Yes, little bits of ice pattered on my double glazed (oh thank God) windows, in an odd percussion rhythm.
Then the rain stopped, and the sun came out again. At 734pm.
No wonder everyone talks about the weather in this country.
Oh, I snatched a picture off Qing's multiply site:
oh dear, its so small. No matter. I'll put a few more up =)
thats all for now. later! =)
p.s. off to athens in a week!! yay!!
insatiable at 11:26 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
work-athens-work-exam-HOME!!
Wow, the finishing line seems just in sight, and that is both scary and a relief. The exam timetable this year is crazy, and there has already been numerous complaints to the school about it. See, we have 3 exams in 4 days. And that is only cuz one of the days is a SUNDAY. oh gawd. That's 90 credits in 4 days. sigh. =(But the light in the middle of the tunnel is that I'll be going to athens from the 15th-19th april! yay!! I'm going to recharge and relax for the final battle. =D
From there, it will be work work work work...and... back to dear ol Singapore on the 6th June!! woohoo!! I can't wait to hang out with all my friends, and gorge on the FOOD again! Just thinking about it makes me smile. hee.
oh yeah, here are some of the pics taken at Singnite at Manchester.. a looonng time ago. =x
me n qing! =)
insatiable at 11:11 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
ramblings
As I am writing this, I don’t even know if it will be published. The internet connection has been super super slow these past few days (probably my own fault), and everytime I click “publish post” it directs me to an error msg. sigh.Its been such a long time since I have written anything mildly amusing, or even coherent that I just can’t seem to pluck the words out of the swarm of thoughts whizzing in my head.
I’m in the twilight zone - the area where you have had not enough sleep, but too much green tea. Where you know you have to put your foot down on the academic accelerator, but you just can’t muster enough horsepower to. Where my head feels heavy, but the incoherent bits and bobs of random thoughts keep my eyelids ajar. Where the boy is far far away, too far to pull me to bed and lull me to sleep.
But for you I will try.
“Assumption is the mother of all fuck-ups.”
I am guilty of this, and I think most of you are as well. (I assume you assume.. haha.) I have tried to be accommodating, patient and friendly. But sometimes, I have no choice but to assume you are that way because you choose to show that side of yourself to me. I am most probably wrong, but then, so are your assumptions about me.
“V” is for Vendetta
It’s poignant and sad, how history is doomed to repeat itself. References to significant historical events echo throughout the film, and the message is a simple one. That if ordinary humans unite, they can create a revolution. Personally, that is more optimistic than what history has shown itself to be.
Enough. Enough of this lame shit excuse of myself I have become. Here I am, wallowing in self-pity when so many people think that I have potential. I want to be so much… but yet…
No. I can be, and I WILL be. Self assurance, that is the first step.
insatiable at 8:07 AM
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